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Today being the day i was born,i look back and feel a touch of pride at my younger self's dedication to literature,activism and aviation which have always given me the strength of mind to resist the blandishments of enemies of promise. I choose to celebrate my mother Charity Wanjiku Kiiru for enduring the pain and persevering to give birth to me as an answer to her prayers. Today she lives a happy life . Ostracized and humiliated when she my dad's relatives knew she was pregnant of another child. My grandmother "Sinyorita "  and the sisters to my dad Mr.Cmanto  overwhelmed by the wind-blown African Cultures of no  intermarriages  by then rejected their own PRINCE by convincing my dad that "Wakikuyu Ni Malaya"-and I being the foetus by then, they said that my mum's pregnancy was due to prostitution. After that incident my mum could no longer venture outside her house, not even to get water but prayed to God for a weapon to silence her enemies who trie...

Proverbs 3:5-6 "Lean Not - Will Direct Thy Path" Jesus Christ has overcome the world. And because of Him, because of His infinite Atonement, we all have great cause to trust, knowing that ultimately all will be well. Brethren, each of us can trust in the Lord and lean not. We can center our lives on the Savior by coming to know Him, and He will direct our paths. We are on earth to demonstrate the same trust in Him that allowed us to stand with Jesus Christ when He declared, “Here am I, send me.” My dear Brothers and Sisters “Our promised blessings are beyond measure. Though the storm clouds may gather, though the rains may pour down upon us, our knowledge of the gospel and our love of our Heavenly Father and of our Savior will comfort and sustain us: as we walk uprightly. There will be nothing in this world that can defeat us.” If we trust in our Heavenly Father and in our Savior and lean not to our own understanding, They will direct our paths and will ex...

Proverbs 3: 5-6 THREE WAYS TO INCREASE OUR KNOWLEDGE OF AND TRUST IN THE SAVIOR. 1️⃣First, we can come to know the Lord and trust Him as we “ feast upon the words of Christ; for behold, the words of Christ will tell you all things what ye should do.” When the devil tempted Jesus in the desert he came to him with the scriptures. We need to read more scriptures! More scriptures enlighten our minds, nourish our spirits, answer our questions, increase our trust in the Lord, and help us center our lives on Him. “Remember to search them diligently, that ye may profit thereby.” 2️⃣Second, we can come to know the Lord and trust Him through PRAYER . What a blessing to be able to pray to our God! “Pray unto the Father with all the energy of heart.” I have a sweet memory of a prayer that I treasure. For one of my life bitter experiences, I accepted to give my life to Christ. I had come from South Africa back home in Kenya using th...

Proverbs 3:5-6 WARNING-"lean not" The visual image gives us much to ponder. The warning comes in the words “lean not”—“lean not unto thine own understanding.” In English the word lean has a connotation of physically listing or moving to one side. When we physically lean toward one side or another, we move off center, we are out of balance, and we tip. When we spiritually lean to our own understanding, we lean away from our Savior. If we lean, we are not centered; we are not balanced; we are not focused on Christ. Brethren, remember, in our premortal life we stood with the Savior. We trusted Him. We voiced our support, enthusiasm, and joy for the plan of happiness set forth by our Heavenly Father. We leaned not. We fought with our testimonies and “aligned ourselves with the forces of God, and those forces were victorious.” This battle between good and evil has moved to earth. Once again we have the sacred responsibility to stand as a ...

Proverbs 3:5-6 Trust In The Lord A nd Lean Not. We can center our lives on the Savior by coming to know Him, and He will direct our paths In Proverbs 3:5–6, we read this counsel: “Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. “In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.” This scripture comes with two admonitions, a warning, and a glorious promise. The two admonitions: “Trust in the Lord with all thine heart” and “in all thy ways acknowledge him.” The warning: “Lean not unto thine own understanding.” And the glorious promise: “He shall direct thy paths.”

Life is not a problem to be solved,      but a reality to be experienced. Life is a dream for the wise, a game for the fool, a comedy for the rich, a tragedy for the poor. Our prime purpose in this life is to help others. And if you can't help them, at least don't hurt them. The purpose of our lives is to be happy. Life isn’t about how many breaths you take but about the moments that take your breathe away. Life isn’t worth living for, unless you have something worth dying for. The life you live is more important than the words you speak. When you smile about the life you live, you end up living a life worth smiling about. Life is not happening to you. Life is responding to you. My name is life I live my life and no matter what the situation I might be at any moment I always try as much as possible for it  not to disrupt my happiness For the purpose of life is to be happy So Don't Worry Be Happy😂 #panamustalks

 It's indeed a dumbstruck! Bro/siz, you had the opportunity of a lifetime sitting in your lap! A platform that any other struggling youth in our communities would’ve perhaps killed to gain access too; and yet you tossed it away❓ It’s my fear that in your ignorance, you don’t realize that you could’ve transitioned the opportunity you had into other substantial success or profits or wealth or even became a highly-paid and respected delegate or ambassador‼️

The one consensus that is making many youth to fail,give-up and commit suicide in life is thorough the disregard for professionalism and the desire to be “ Beyonce ” before gaining their “ halo. ”

We wish you luck, but  The Flyy-Life  will NOT “prick our finger and drink the punch.” 

 I understand that when you post a nude pic or sex video, the four or five hundred “likes” you receive can become intoxicating. But this Sir is misleading! See those fawning over you online disasters don’t even represent a small percentage of the over-all community. They most definitely can’t assist in tangible, fiduciary, future opportunity. 

HOW I WAS FUCKD BY 15 MEN IN A NAIROBI LODGING I use to surf internet to find new experiences and I was trying to experience a gangbang.I was also trying to test my limts. So I was surfing in grindr for many days and found a few interesing oppurtunities. But one of them struck right. His name was fred 24 yrs from Runda. I went to meet him in a kuchu pub in Nai Tom mboya street. We had a few drinks and we discussed where and how we are gonna do a gangbang. He told me that he has 3 gym friends who are interested. So after fixing the date and time I booked the lodging we had agreed here in Nairobi since he knew the management. The day came and I went to the lodge at 11 am and took two bottles of vodka with me and started waiting and drinking. After about half an hour I heard the door knoking. When I opened the door there were some masculine luo men standing outside smiling at me like I was a bitch.I thought I wud talk to Fred that there were too many and I was not ready for it. Bu...

My message to young queer person out there is love yourself,embrace who you are understand your world first before you want your parents or the world to understand it above all,go to school,everything can be taken from you but no one can take your education take your education away from you,to parents and families Please understand we don't choose to be who we are,we are born this way,stop making us feel bad for being who we are,as though we filled an application form,wrote a test,went for an interview and then we got the certificate that we are queer,it doesn't work like It doesn't work like that,better have a queer child than a criminal queer child. (I felt that I need to share out this to those queer and LGBTQ readers and friends who have always sort my help:and also is meant for anyone despite the sexual orientation mentioned)

  RESISTANCE Despite 57% already having resistance to darunavir Panamus Cmanto Published: 09 May 2019 People with resistance to first- and second-line antiretroviral drugs can still achieve high rates of viral suppression in the first year on third-line regimens according to a South African study published in the January issue of the  Journal of Acquired Immune Deficiency Syndromes. Third-line therapy was defined in the study to be any treatment regimen that included one of darunavir, raltegravir, or etravirine after documented resistance and failure of a regimen based on a protease inhibitor (PI). The study provides the first evidence to show the effectiveness of third-line antiretroviral therapy (ART) use in the first year in a large cohort of a public sector programme and in a resource limited setting. However, it does not show what happens to people after the initial year so more analysis needs to be done to determine the effectiveness of the programme. In t...

Before coming out You will learn how to hate your body, You will feel awkward and alone but you will have to transform your aloneness and alienness into lyrics of gay blues And to wear your body like a pullover , Search yourself in a mirror And inhale twice in the morning just to be sure you are alive. At times you will try to figure out How to tell your mother That you will not bring a girl home, You will feel more dirtier and dirtier Then you will break into tears holding your body like an eggshell , Trying to break it into pieces. In your heart you will learn to hold the name of the boy You love In your tongue. At night you will wonder of the origin of a boy's beauty,the moon dawning deep inside your bones, The trouser you slept on After a heavy drink will be wet near your thighs in the morning. Then christmas will come Your father will look you in the eyes And ask you 'When are you bringing the girl home?" You will wish death because people only ...